Today I had to go for a check up at the hospital. I was diagnosed with ovarian cysts last year and since then they have been scanning me regularly and also blood tests.
I had the scan done last week. They scan your tummy first, a bit like when you are pregnant then they scan internally. This time there was a man in the room. I was told that he was there because they had a new machine and the woman did not know how to use it. As she put it it was like driving a new car, things are in different places. After the stomach scan you have to empty your bladder before the internal scan. When I went back they asked if I minded the man being in the room. This left me with a difficult decision. I thought the man was a sales man or something like that, and did not want him in there, but at the same time what if the woman could not do the scan properly, or missed something because of it being a new machine. So I made sure he would be standing in the corner by the machine and not able to see what was being done. This assured I said ok he could be there. It was later, whilst the scan was being done that I found out he was a radiographer who had done this scan loads of times.
I really wish someone had thought to tell me who he was and not just that he was there to help the woman learn where things were and new functions on the machine.
I was told that the scan results would be available for when I went to clinic today.
Of course life never runs that smoothly and so the results were not in my notes. The doctor had to access them from the computer. He was really friendly and even had a laugh with the nurse about how he has special powers to access certain programmes. Whilst he was trying to access the programme he got a phone call from the IT department who somehow knew what he was trying to do and then talked him through getting my scan results.
The news was that one cyst seems to have gone and the other one has grown bigger. The doctor told me that the mirena coil that I have is probably the cause of the cyst as it is a known side effect. It seems to me that you take meds to control one problem and then end up with a new problem because no drug is without side effects.
The CA125 blood test is to check for ovarian cancer indicators and that apparently is low. Because of that they will continue to monitor me. So I get another of the embarrassing scans in three months and more blood tests.
The doctor was impressing though. He knew about lupus and APS (Hughes Syndrome). He was concerned that I was in pain. He was of the opinion that no one should be in constant pain.
After the appointment I had time to spare. Our eldest son had gone off with the car. Our daughter has gone to stay with my parents for a few days and as the hospital was about half way between our house and my parents our eldest son had said he would take his sister whilst I was at the hospital.
The appointment was quicker than I expected and so I finished a long time before he would be back. I rang him and arranged to meet him at a different place and then got a bus into the town. I was surprised that it cost me £1.50 for a bus journey that took less than 4 minutes. But I was pleased that I managed.
I am home now and exhausted. I hope I will sleep tonight although the pain might stop me sleeping. I am in a lot of pain tonight. I suppose that it is payback for a couple of days of trying to be a bit more independent.
Tomorrow I am going to a shop to see what is available to help me go out. I do not want to have to rely on a scooter, but at the same time I am fed up with having to use a car to go out. The town is about a mile and it would be nice to be able to go out and get fresh air instead of having to drive. Also I know that there are times when I do not do something, not because I don’t want to, but because I am hurting too much.